2010年6月13日星期日

The moronic love past

I'm in really love along with the suitable guy. Tall, smart, emerald eyes, fun. Simply just a job why. He's each and every thing I would like in the male. Just about every I've imagined my prince charming to be. And I'm sure we could want made the faultless fairytale ending and therefore just right marry together with a beautiful Tiffany ring.



    A couple of things though. When he's prefect and dashing, I'm short, fat, and ugly. His carefree American upbringing is the total opposite of my strict, traditional Filipino one. And yes, I almost forgot, I could shave my head for him when I know he only sees me as a friend.



   But I really love him, you comprehend. And I know it's absurd and sometimes I almost drown in self-pity. But I can’t help it. A brainless really love story as I've said. The thing is, I haven't seen him for almost two years, haven't talked to him for like the year already. And yet, my desktop, laptop and cell phone wallpaper is his picture and I sent the Tiffany ring shows my true love from my heart. I regularly check his facebook account. I never miss to kneel on one of our chapel's battered pews every Sunday begging God to give him to me.



  I contain convinced myself that he's my prince charming. And though I know it's crazy, I still believe we'll are blessed with the romantic fairytale wedding as well as Tiffany ring.